Exactly how I feel…..like I am not going anywhere in particular!!
When is it that people stop only caring about themselves? Do people ever put themselves in somebody else’s shoes?? Oh how I wish I could find somebody that I can grow with as well as grow old with……am I asking for too much??? Probably so!! Goodnight
Go to bed Ash!
I need to go to bed but I have so much going on in my head. Im slightly overly emotional tonight but I will be alright. I am usually pretty good about masking my feelings to others but not tonight smh. I hate when I’m emotionally vulnerable thats when people like to kick you the most. Oh well…God wouldn’t put more on me than I can bare. I am just tired….tired of everybody. People only care about themselves but I would give up any and everything for somebody else. smh I wish I didn’t care….I wish I could live like that! I have SO MUCH stuff going on that people don’t know about and probably never will know because people only care about what they are going through. I put myself on the back burner so much that I feel like I have lost a part of who I was. Who is Ashley Bratton?? Who is she really?? Do YOU know?? I can guarantee you probably don’t!!! Name 5 things about me that a complete stranger wouldn’t know or something that is not the obvious….Go ahead!!! smh….im just completely BLAH right now!! My heart is cold……….EXTREMELY COLD………Good Night! (*whispers* I wish somebody understood/knew how I feel)
Pain!
Pain pain go away!
Please do not come back another day.
Tears falling down my face
oh how I wish for his warm embrace.
Wonder if he cares about me.
Wonder if this is suppose to be.
How can he stand there and break my heart
How did we allow us to grow so far apart?
My dreams of us being happy is not going to come true
all I am feeling is down and blue.
Pain pain go away
bring me back to another day
where he loved me and
we thought we were meant to be.
I will not stop loving you that much is true
but I will be stronger in time
and not feel so blue.
you will always be in my heart
even when we are apart.
One day I will have that warm embrace
and tears will stop flowing down my face.
Pain pain go away
leave me alone and do not stay.
Stuff Black Church Girls Say (by thePlaymakers1)
My favorite part is “Why does he keep looking at me? BOOP! Mind your business…Praise & Worship!! PRAISE
& WORSHIP”
